Nehemiah: Help Us Rebuild

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Text: Nehemiah 1:1-6b

The Book of Nehemiah is set during the reign of the Persian Empire and after the Babylonian exile. The people of Judah were in exile for 70 years as of their officials and leaders were been taken from the land. There had been a time when Israel was united and powerful and growing. But there had also been a time of conflict as their kingdom divided in two. The northern kingdom, Israel, fell in 740 to the Assyrians… the tribes scattered to the winds.

The oldest among the exiles remember what it was like before the Babylonians took over Judah. They remember what it was like before Jerusalem fell. They remember but they often wonder…  Will things ever go back to the way they were? Will we ever go home? Will we ever return to our former glory? Is this our new normal?

That is a question that I’ve heard sometimes in the walls of this church.  The pandemic has been a difficult time… of change, of loss, of frustration and conflict. In some ways, it has felt like an exile and there were moments we wondered if it would ever end. We find ourselves in a place kind of like the people of Judah did… maybe at the end of something, but unsure of what is coming next. And when we think about getting back to what was… well, some parts of this world seem to have shifted back to how we remember… stadiums for sporting events are full, for example.

But other things have changed and might never be the same. We might never truly “go back.” We shop more online, our workplaces have changed, we spend a more time in our own households instead of out socializing. Some of those changes we celebrate as we think about how it has created accessibility and better balance in our lives. But we should also think about how these shifts have impacted us in negative ways. What are the ways that our world has broken down?  What are the things that need to be repaired and restored?

When the Persian Empire, led by Cyrus, defeats Babylon, there is a shift in the policy of the oppressors. Those leaders who had been taken by force from Judah are allowed to return home.  The Persians are still in charge, but there is a greater degree of freedom and governance. There is a group of folks led by Zerubbabel who head back to rebuild the temple. Then another wave of folks return with Ezra and introduce some religious reforms.

The book of Nehemiah starts around 445 BC… nearly 100 years after those groups first start to go back.  So realistically, this is about 150 years after Jerusalem fell.  Nehemiah is serving as the cupbearer to the Persian king Artaxerxes… which means, he has the King’s ear. And he gets word from his brother, who has just returned from Judah about how things are going there.

The news isn’t great.  Those who survived exile and those who returned were struggling.  Jerusalem was still in shambles.  For nearly 100 years, people have been able to start rebuilding, but progress just wasn’t being made.  The community was falling apart and when Nehemiah heard this, he wept.

Which led me to think about Maslow’s hierarchy of needs.  Developed in the 1940s by Abraham Maslow, this pyramid describes different needs that drive our behavior in the world. At the very bottom level, we all have bodily, or physiological needs for things like shelter, food, and clothing. Basic needs, we call them. The next level up are our needs related to safety.  We all need stability, structure, freedom from fear… which can come from laws or work or property. 

And the truth is, unless these fundamental needs are cared for in a person’s life – they simply cannot think about worrying about any of the needs farther up the list. In the same way, when you no longer can care for needs higher up the pyramid, it begins to impact the needs below it. A person who is starving is not focused on their reputation. A person who has no employment or safety begins to struggle to provide for food or shelter. Someone living in fear cannot work towards self-fulfillment. Someone who lacks a place to sleep is not spending their day working to build friendships.  For 150 years, the people of Judah were simply trying to survive. 

Over these last couple of years, so much of our lives have been refocused on some of the fundamental needs in our lives. We cut back only to what was essential. We focused on our health and embraced masking to keep ourselves and others safe. We adapted practices to make sure we could purchase basic needs online. Schools and businesses put up plexiglass and changed their air filtration systems. Everything in our lives has been focused on those bottom two levels of the pyramid.

Friends, we, too, have been in survival mode.  And we needed to be in survival mode. We did what we could to keep our heads above the water and that was all we had the energy and capacity to do.  And that is okay. The ways we adapted to better care for ourselves was a good and holy thing.

So, what does all of this have to do with community? Well, you can move both ways up and down this pyramid.  We are discovering that a lack of social connections can also have a great impact on our health.  You see, we also have a need to belong.  Dr. Richard Slatcher at the University of Georgia writes, “we humans are engineered by evolution to crave contact with other humans.” Studies have shown significant connections between loneliness and mortality and morbidity.  And yet, these needs related to love and belonging are higher up the pyramid.  Connection.  Friendship.  Respect.  Growing in Faith.  We aren’t able to really focus on them unless we can first care for our physiological and safety needs. 

Nehemiah turns to prayer and fasting and hears a call to respond. He confesses all of the ways that he and his people have turned their backs on God and asks God to listen to his prayers. He believes in the promises God made… that God will gather up the scattered people and put them back together. 

And the thing he believes will be the start of this action is to rebuild the walls of Jerusalem. That is the nudge in his heart. That is his calling.  And I think part of why this is so important is that because it is only when the people can live in safety… only when they are protected… that they can start to think about other needs – like their need for connection and community. 

Yes, he embarks on a building project… but the goal is ultimately to rebuild the people of Israel. It is about the restoration of God’s people. It is about a return to the faith.  It is about remembering who they were and getting back to what it means to care for one another. 

Friends, we don’t have a physical building project before us today… but I do think that we have some rebuilding to do as a community. The world we find ourselves in is increasingly disconnected from one another. Students are less engaged in our schools. Our social circles have become smaller. “The Great Resignation” isn’t just about the workplace… we are seeing less people showing up to volunteer and give of their time to one another and their communities.  We are more isolated than ever.

And as I have been praying about where to start and what to do, one of the things I keep hearing is that we need to start right where we are. We need to strengthen our relationships with each other. We need to work to better care for one another. We need to take the time to pray together, to talk with one another, to listen and to share… And so, we challenge you to step up, join us as we study Nehemiah, and help us rebuild our community. 

But friends, there is one more essential component. When I first turned to the Book of Nehemiah, I was sure that I had found a perfect resource for this task. After all, the whole focus is about how Nehemiah brings all these people together to accomplish a great project, refocuses their faith, and everyone rejoices! But as I kept reading more of the details of this story, the more complicated it got.

The Book of Nehemiah starts with a man in tears… but it also ends with Nehemiah in tears. In the end, they build the wall, but he isn’t really successful at transforming the people.  And that’s because Nehemiah is missing something that we aren’t… The love and grace of Jesus Christ that transforms our heart and the power of the Holy Spirit that truly can change this world.   

As we will sing at the end of our service today:

Come set Your rule and reign in our hearts again

Increase in us, we pray, and unveil why we’re made.

Come set our hearts ablaze with hope, like wildfire in our very souls.

Holy Spirit, come invade us now.

We are your church. We need your power in us. 

May it be so. Amen.

Soul Reset

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Text: Luke 3:21-23

This July, I walked back into my gym for the first time in more than two years.

When everything shut down in March of 2020, I tried to do the online workouts for a bit.

When the gym reopened, I wasn’t ready to go back and sweat and breathe with large groups of people in a small space. 

I tried to make my own plan and we bought a weight bench and put it in the basement.

But I never really got back into the swing of doing things on my own.

I definitely wasn’t paying attention to other areas of physical health like what I was eating.

And you know what… my body felt it.

I started going to the chiropractor and physical therapist because of aches in my shoulders and back.

I had less energy and I was drinking a whole lot more coffee to get through the day.    

And I realized that I was treating symptoms instead of going back and looking at the cause.

I had stopped taking care of my body and I no longer had a group to be accountable to.  

So, in July of this year, I signed back up for classes and I’ve gone at least four times a week for the last two and a half months.

My family has been more conscientious about eating healthier food. 

I pushed the reset button.

And I’m starting to feel better. 

How many of you can relate to some part of that story?

To falling away from a practice that was working for you?

To trying to solve the problem by focusing on symptoms instead of causes?

To finally pushing the rest button and starting again? 

You know, I just shared that experience about my physical health… but I could just as easily have told the exact same story about my spiritual health. 

The other day, I was sitting in my office,

juggling an email from someone who needed rental assistance,

preparing for a meeting about episcopal elections,

trying to figure out what prayer to add into the worship service,  

when my smart watch buzzed at me.

It said, “Your stress level seems high.  You should take a breathing break.” 

Oh. 

Thanks. 

I looked up from the keyboard and my star word from Epiphany is taped to the wall.

“Contemplation” it reads. 

Contemplation in the Christian faith is a form of prayer or meditation where we sit still in order to experience the divine. 

Next to my desk is a pack of these little 20 minute candles.

Each is designed to burn for just 20 minutes so that you can take a short break to unplug, pray, and renew. 

They were a gift from a dear friend and I wasn’t quite sure what to do with them. 

But here I was, sitting at my desk, swamped with important ministry tasks, with a thousand signs all screaming at me saying the same thing.

Maybe you need to stop and be still with God for a minute. 

Maybe you need to stop rushing around to fix all the problems and recenter yourself. 

Maybe you need to recharge your spiritual battery.

Maybe you need to remember who God made you to be. 

Maybe you need to push the reset button in your spiritual life.

Just as I could tell you about the symptoms I was trying to treat with my physical health, I can tell you about some of the symptoms of an unhealthy spiritual life:

  • Reacting out of our emotions – like lasting out in anger… or ignoring them all together.
  • Pretending like we don’t have flaws and we haven’t made mistakes. 
  • Dividing our lives into “secular” and “sacred” compartments
  • Getting busy doing FOR God instead of being WITH God. 

Do any of the items on that list resonate with you? 

Maybe we all need to push that reset button.

Maybe we all need to stop focusing on the symptoms like stress and busyness and instead start taking care of our spirit. 

And the good news we hear from the book of Lamentations that God’s mercy and grace are new every morning.

We may not have been consistent… but God is faithful.

God keeps showing up. 

So whenever we are ready to push that reset button… there God is waiting for us. 

Where do we start?   

You know, one of the things that I have heard from several people is that they stepped away from church for a time during the pandemic and realized that they weren’t missing a lot. 

It had simply become one more thing to do, in the long list of things that keep us busy.

If anything, the pandemic has been a time to refocus on what is really essential in our lives… and maybe Sunday morning worship just didn’t seem so essential anymore.

I think part of that is because of how we have gone about worship. 

We have treated it like another item on our to-do list rather than an opportunity to be in God’s presence. 

We have isolated our spiritual life to an hour or two on Sunday morning and then forgot about it the rest of the week. 

We showed up in our Sunday best and didn’t give ourselves… or others… space to be vulnerable and real about what is happening in our lives – the good and the bad. 

In some ways, we’ve been playing right into those symptoms of spiritual unhealth.

Peter Scazzero calls this “using God to run from God.” (Emotionally Healthy Spirituality)

But you know what… one of the things that we have remembered and tried to embrace during this pandemic is that God is not contained solely within the four walls of this building.

God goes with us wherever we are. 

United Methodist pastor and consultant, Rebekah Simon-Peter recently researched what happened to churches during the bubonic plague – which lasted for several centuries in Europe. 

One of the positive things she discovered was a growth in lay-led spiritual movements.

The church of the time had been consumed by power and wealth, influence and politics. 

But when the plague stopped everything in its tracks, she noted that people were hungry for a relationship with God, for relationships with each other, and found new ways to reach beyond the walls of the church. 

The Black Death forced a kind of reset.

Covid-19 has, too. 

I think that’s part of the reason that John the Baptist went out and set up camp at the Jordan River.

He knew that people were going through the motions of their faith.

They were focused on checking the boxes and doing what they were supposed to do… and not on focused on their relationship with God.

But once he started issuing that invitation… “Repent, for the kingdom of heaven has come near!”… people started flocking from all over the place.

People really and truly were hungry for that experience of God.

They… we… are yearning for a chance to let go of our pasts…

To be made new…

To connect with something larger than ourselves…

John reminded them that this experience of baptism and washing yourself clean was only the beginning…

It couldn’t be compartmentalized but needed to become a part of their everyday experience. 

It needed to change the way they lived and interacted with others. 

He knew that all by ourselves we don’t have what it takes, but that with God’s help…

Well, with God anything is possible. 

One day, as all of those people stepped into the waters to be baptized, Jesus stepped into the water, too. 

The skies broke open.

The Holy Spirit descended.

And God spoke:  You are my Son, the Beloved; with you I am well pleased.”

But as Debie Thomas wrote, “In receiving baptism, Jesus doesn’t set himself apart from us; he aligns himself with us.”

What that means is that we are invited into an experience of God with Jesus. 

And, “to embrace Christ’s baptism story is to embrace the core truth that we are united, interdependent, connected, one.  It is to sit with the staggering reality that we are deeply, deeply loved.” 

I have been doing some soul searching these last few months about what it is that we do in worship. 

If we are just going through the motions, there really is no point. 

God doesn’t want or need our busyness.

And God doesn’t want to be relegated to just an hour of our lives. 

What if we pushed the reset button on what we do in worship?

How can we instead experience in this time that core truth that we are “united, interdependent, connected, one”? 

What would it mean for worship to help us “sit with the staggering reality that we are deeply, deeply loved”? 

I remember the day my youngest brother, Darren, was baptized.
Because they moved churches, he ended up as a junior in a confirmation class filled with sixth graders. 

He was a foot and a half taller than the other students, and while he looked slightly out of place, those young kids looked up to him and they grew to be great friends.

And as he knelt to be baptized on confirmation Sunday, the pastor invited friends and family to come up and lay on hands… just like we do here. 

Every single one of his classmates came and stood around us and reached out their hands, too. 

Darren’s baptism was not just something to check off or going through the motions.  

It was an experience of grace.

It was an experience of connection. 

It was an experience of the reality that we are deeply, deeply loved.      

I think part of pushing the reset button is coming into our time of worship EXPECTING to EXPERIENCE a connection with God and one another that affirms that we are loved.   

I think it is creating space for us to be still and simply be in God’s presence so that we might hear and know that we are beloved. 

And it is about being in a community of people who will not only affirm that love, but give us the opportunity to connect and share that love with others.

And my hope filled prayer is that what we experience here, with God’s help, will empower us live out that love in our everyday lives.

So we experience in worship a baptism…. And then in our daily life whenever you touch water… whether you are washing the dishes or stepping into the shower… let that water wash over you and remind you that YOU are a beloved child of God.

We experience in worship stillness and prayer… and we can find a quiet moment in each day to sit in God’s presence and simply be still. 

We pray and confess in worship, and it helps us remember as we work and study and care for our family that your worth in God’s eyes does not depend on what you have done… but you are loved simply because God has declared it so. 

We greet people with the love and peace of Christ… and as you go about your day and encounter other people, think of them first as a beloved child of God… see how it changes your interaction with them. 

You see, that’s what our acts of praise and words of confession and moments of fellowship in worship are all about.

They are moments to encounter the holy, yes.

But they also train us to see others… to see ourselves… through God’s eyes for the rest of the week as well. 

And YOU my friend… no matter what the world says or what kinds of labels it throws at you…

YOU are a beloved child of God.