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I found myself greatly disliking these two books as I read them through this time.\u00a0 I lamented the fact they were so exclusionary, so focused on works and rightousness and reclaiming what was theirs.\u00a0 I had never seen the texts in that way before, and it troubled me.<\/div>\n

But I realized that we also have a group of people who grew to experience God very differently in the land of exile than their brothers and sisters who were left behind in Israel.\u00a0 And so when they come back, they find folks who did not sit by the waters of Babylon and weep.\u00a0 They find folks who managed to go on worshipping God in the land without the temple.\u00a0 They find folks who are now complete strangers to them… adversaries.<\/div>\n

Having this revelation about Ezra and Nehemiah helped me to see how difficult it is to lay claim to a space in the world without pushing others away.\u00a0 In any attempts to define ourselves, we inevitably also say what we are not.\u00a0 We tell our stories in such ways that show how we have arrived at a certain place and that might mean that others must be written out of our histories.\u00a0 Is this a good or a bad thing?\u00a0 Is it simply reality?<\/div>\n

Alongside these two accounts, we also find the prophet Haggai who tells this story without such an exclusionary tone. We find the story of Esther who was in the diaspora and who saved her people by her relationship with the gentile king.<\/div>\n

What a wonderful thing it is that our sacred texts can hold these contradictions\u00a0together.\u00a0 That we can witness to both our struggle to self-identify and to include, to be a people among people and to be a people set apart.\u00a0 What it means to be faithful in this world is not a black and white story, but it is a complicated interweaving of telling our stories, saying who we are and who we are not, working to make the best of our lives in a given place, our attempts to be faithful, our mistaken journeys down wrong paths… and through it all, God is still God.<\/p>\n

And thanks be to God that in each of our readings of these sacred texts we are lead deeper into a realtionship with God.<\/p>\n

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In my local emergent cohort, we have been reading Phyllis Tickle’s Prayer Is a Place: America’s Religious Landscape Observed.\u00a0 As this book has been in the back of my mind, I have been thinking about how we look back and view history.\u00a0 As my carpool buddy Tim put it, we are always rewriting history and…<\/span><\/p>\n